Transcendence from the Beast Kingdom: Part I

 I saw a vision of men who looked very hard. Very square-jawed men, who don't back down in fights. These sorts of men are repulsed by weakness in other men. These men, pre-history men, are Surface Men. They don't care for roots, the surface tells them all they need to know. They attack weakness in their own because weak men are a liability.

I see another vision of boys, much softer in face. Far more prone to sensitivities. These boys under certain conditions may not survive their youth due to illness, and later their weakness making them prone to being broken. I believe when boys like this are broken inside, the surface level will give a "tell" that the boy is weak. This will likely see him expelled from the group. Traumatized boys are likely to develop a condition that makes them, on the surface level very annoying, this selects them out of the beast kingdom. We see this with bantering, boys who can't hack it get weeded out of the club.

The whole "mental health" fraud has to be seen in the light of the above. And the reality of sexual selection, testosterone, and how soft boys effectively Nature hates. It is objectively weak for an adult man to cry except in certain circumstances. Babies cry because they have needs, men cry for the same reason. And everybody hates needy men, especially women (everybody lies about this).

All of this, I believe to be more or less true, and it is horrible when one expands this out into people's lives. And sees the utter fraud that dating is. With people routinely having sex with the women of lower ranked males on a regular basis. I have had sex with married women, and found them to be utterly shameless about it. So there's little to no chance that men with high levels of testosterone have not been ploughing through the beanfields with joyful abandon. And given hardly anybody really believes in God, and transcendence (they say they do but I watch how they behave and I see little evidence of it), the institution of marriage is clearly a complete joke. I have heard what "rugby boys" talk about and they pretty much can have anybody they want. Their wives care only about reputation, for better to have a real man and battle for his affection, than one of the low testosterone weaklings who is desperate for your attention and love (eurrggghh gross).

Now I might be wrong about this, some of it, or even all of it. But my fundamental underlying point is,  if you truly study human nature you will only find cynicism. All romance will die when you study it. Innocence then is the preserve of only babies. Male children should be breeding early. Boys know this, and know who starts first is the winner. The fake Christians lie about all this. Most of them are soft, often softer than me, so they never had a choice in "playing the field" because the field never wanted them. 

I used to find all this horribly demoralizing, and felt strongly that although if I worked harder I could improve a lot I was fundamentally a low T boy, and unless on HGH not much hope of making a dent in it. The face particularly I can do nothing about. The horrible complexion of a soft boy, who apparently God made in his own image. Which to me seemed like a cruel joke. To put me in a world like this and tell me to get on with it. 

In Part II, I will explain how transcendence wipes the floor with all the above in such a joyous way to me. And that soft boys have a HUGE advantage in gaining transcendence over high T men and the Surface Men of pre-history.